Before Zed&Q

Allah tests us in ways that ultimately lead us toward goodness, even when the path feels heavy. The challenges we face become stepping stones toward who we are meant to become. 

Growing up, I faced a lot of criticism for the personal choices I made. The pressure eventually became overwhelming, and I made the difficult decision to move out of home for two years.

Being apart from my large family of ten was one of the hardest experiences of my life. Yet in that loneliness, Allah opened new doors, doors of reflection, patience, and healing.

For months, I found myself hiding behind a smile, missing the closeness I had always taken for granted. Everything felt different, and the distance between us grew. But my parents had always taught us the importance of maintaining family ties for the sake of Allah, and that lesson stayed with me.

Eventually, I gathered the courage to reconnect. During Eid al-Fitr, I mailed personalised magnets and postcards to my family and close friends. That small effort softened hearts and brought us back together, piece by piece.

Seeing the impact of these simple gestures touched me deeply. It made me realise how powerful it is when we take even the smallest step towards healing. That experience inspired me to continue creating products that help others rebuild relationships, and strengthen their connection with Allah. 

Today, through this work, I hope to motivate you to embrace patience and trust in Allah’s perfect plan.

Zayneb xo